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Name: Rhanny
Location: Jakarta, Indonesia
Birthday: 2/19/1983
Gender: Female


Interests: Photography, Poetry, Everything about food...yum ^_^
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 5/1/2005

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Sunday, December 04, 2005

Langkit mendung mengurung persada
Kemudian aku dengar rintihan suara korban
Aku dengar jeritan penderitaan
Aku lihat rangkak lesu menyapu tanah

Hujan resah mengepung ibu kota
Kekeringan menaungi persada
Ketakutan menyelimuti bangsa……
Keputus asaan mendiami tanah tumpah darah

Tersentak hatiku serasa tak percaya
Lihat alamku tak lagi bernyanyi
Bergulung mendung selimuti indahnya
Rampas cerita tentang tegarnya negeriku

Teramat banyak masalah yang menghadang
beraneka badai yang menerpa
bangunlah dari mimpi indahmu,
bangkit dan cepatlah berdiri
Ibu pertiwi memanggil anak-anaknya untuk kembali

Kemudian terlintas pertanyaan dalam benak
“haruskah aku sediakan diri bagi mereka, sedangkan mereka bukan siapa-siapaku……
mereka pun tak pernah berbuat sesuatu untukku”

para pejuang, pendahulu kita berpesta bersama
tapi kini kita berpesta di atas penderitaan saudara kita
kita sibuk memilih baju dari rentetan butik ternama
sedangkan saudara kita ketakutan menghindari rentetan timah panas
kita ramai memilih restaurant tempat kita berpesta
dan mereka hanya berharap ada sesuap nasi penyambung nafas mereka

tidakkah semua itu mengusik ketentraman tidur kalian
tidakkah semua itu mengusik kenikmatan hiburan kalian


Terlalu nyamankah kita di atas kursi kekuasaan
Di dalam selimut kekayaan ………
Di balik topeng – topeng ke-Kristen-an

Hanya hati nurani dan kemanusiaan kitalah yang bisa menjawabnya
Dan sejauh mana kemanusiaan dan nurani itu masih peka tentunya……..


Sunday, November 06, 2005

At first I am so afraid to let you in to my life
I am so afraid that I made a foolish choice
I am so afraid that it is juga another vague love
I am so afraid to hurt again
I even afraid to start the relationship

At first I do not want to put my hope in you
I do not want to feel dependent again
I do not want to get hurt
I do not want to know you
I even do not want to speak to you

But you are so patient to me
you take care of me each and every single day
you know the deepest longing in my heart
you always love me as I am, even though I hurt you over and over again
you said that you always be there for me
to hold and to protect me

how can there be such a pure love
a love without demand
a love without asking anything in return
a love that is so sweet and tender
a love that touch and warm my heart
it is your love

What have I done to deserve such perfect love
What have I done to deserve undivided attention just as  you gave me
What have I done to deserve your faithfulness
What have I done to deserve your gentleness

Now, how can I not believe your love
I have tasted it
I have feel it
It has diffuse to the deepest part of my heart
It is the water that refresh the deepest part of my soul
It is the air that I breathe
It makes me life again

Now, how can I not put my hope in you
I have see it
I have witness it

Now, how can I not lay down m y life at your feet
I am surrender......

And now,
May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope is in you (psalm 25:21)

~Deo Gratias~


When I look into your eyes,
And you look back at mine,
There's no place I'd rather be.
The moment, frozen in time,
The feeling, leaves no doubt in my mind,
That you are the one for me.
When I look at my life,
And see the memories made,
I need to see you.
From our first kiss, to our last,
And every second in between.
Even the thought of spending my life with you
Gives me unexplainable, uncontrollable happiness
That I hope will last forever.
Can I have that forever just for me?

- How I want to stop times so it will never has to go away-


Monday, July 18, 2005



Some people says that miracle won't happen in this new "world of thechnology"
Some other says that miracle can be explain through science
I think they are right if they think miracle as a magic
They are right if they define miracle as great flood

But to me, miracle occurs up till today
and this is the prove......

It is a miracle to see people's life been changed dramastically
It is a miracle to witness how people's heart could melt
Shifted from self-centered life onto sacrificial life
And this miracle can only happen through our faith in Jesus
For me, it is a priviledge to witness this miracle of life

Congratulation Bebe, Deny, Dodo, R-D, Sony, & Andhika....
and welcome to the family ^_^
I'll continuously pray that you will grow more toward Christ likeness


Sunday, July 17, 2005

huah.........I know I haven't been update my xanga lately, but I promise that I'll be back soon ^_^



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